TRANSFORMERS!!!
more than meets the eye...
yes, this innocent sweet looking gal is a bitch. because i've unknowingly morphed into a self absorbed, disrespectful, good for nothing, ungrateful bitch.
my mood swings have attacked again! there are really days (especially weekends) when all i want to do is stare at the ceiling and be completely USELESS. and yesterday, my mom had this so-called house concert (syempre sa house). so we were all OBLIGED to help out in the preparations for the event...being my lazy self, i really did not want any part in this thing. she had these event organizers handle it...so she had her little helpers already. i just wanted to lounge in my sleepwear the whole day. it was raining and nice and cool..perfect for sleeping in. pero syempre i was forced to help, moving furniture here and there, bringing up stuff so that the house would look extra nice.
i really did not want to face other people when i'm not in the mood. gets? things get ugly when this happens. and yes it did get ugly.
first, my mom asked me if i was mad at this person (my friend) kc hindi ko daw sha pinapansin. hello! wala nga ako sa mood. i was rather indifferent to her presence. wala lang talaga ako sa mood makipag chikka chikka, small talk whatsoever.
second, (which really was the icing on the cake), since i was so not in the mood that day and was not my nicey nicey self, i talked back to this organizer in such a bitchy tone. they were borrowing my digi cam to take some pictures for documentation etc etc BUT since nabagsak yung camera ko TWICE by other people...i am hesistant in letting other people handle the camere (hello! hindi ko pa tapos bayaran yun noh...).
ergo, my mom gave me an ultimatum. why was i so masungit blah blah blah...ever since i started working blah blah blah. i have to be nice to other people blah blah blah. bakit kme laging galit sa mundo blah blah blah.
haaaay.
i know mali ako. pero sometimes i just can't help it. i just don't want to be disturbed. or maybe i AM disturbed! hahaha!
yeah sure, i'll apologize. pero i dunno. i mean, i've really been maasim ever since. well, now 'm extra hostile. i dunno why.
yes, this innocent sweet looking gal is a bitch. because i've unknowingly morphed into a self absorbed, disrespectful, good for nothing, ungrateful bitch.
my mood swings have attacked again! there are really days (especially weekends) when all i want to do is stare at the ceiling and be completely USELESS. and yesterday, my mom had this so-called house concert (syempre sa house). so we were all OBLIGED to help out in the preparations for the event...being my lazy self, i really did not want any part in this thing. she had these event organizers handle it...so she had her little helpers already. i just wanted to lounge in my sleepwear the whole day. it was raining and nice and cool..perfect for sleeping in. pero syempre i was forced to help, moving furniture here and there, bringing up stuff so that the house would look extra nice.
i really did not want to face other people when i'm not in the mood. gets? things get ugly when this happens. and yes it did get ugly.
first, my mom asked me if i was mad at this person (my friend) kc hindi ko daw sha pinapansin. hello! wala nga ako sa mood. i was rather indifferent to her presence. wala lang talaga ako sa mood makipag chikka chikka, small talk whatsoever.
second, (which really was the icing on the cake), since i was so not in the mood that day and was not my nicey nicey self, i talked back to this organizer in such a bitchy tone. they were borrowing my digi cam to take some pictures for documentation etc etc BUT since nabagsak yung camera ko TWICE by other people...i am hesistant in letting other people handle the camere (hello! hindi ko pa tapos bayaran yun noh...).
ergo, my mom gave me an ultimatum. why was i so masungit blah blah blah...ever since i started working blah blah blah. i have to be nice to other people blah blah blah. bakit kme laging galit sa mundo blah blah blah.
haaaay.
i know mali ako. pero sometimes i just can't help it. i just don't want to be disturbed. or maybe i AM disturbed! hahaha!
yeah sure, i'll apologize. pero i dunno. i mean, i've really been maasim ever since. well, now 'm extra hostile. i dunno why.
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