Settling for mediocrity

I hate the pressure of always trying to be the best.

I still am in the friggin office doing *^%7#@ work. It's 130am. I am very very very very very tired. I have not seen my family for 2 days in a row. I have not been able to visit my friend in the hospital.

Is this what you call a LIFE???!!!???

Sometimes I feel that it is ok to just be, rather than be the best at all times. I'd rather be just a secretary and be able to spend more time with my family and friends, living a LIFE. Rather than slaving around and not even making the most of what really matters in LIFE: God, family, friends.